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10 people who have depression describe what it feels like
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Amid all the celebrations, merriment and cheer of the holiday season, a high amount of Americans still suffer from depression. Here's what that's like. - photo by Herb Scribner
Amid all the celebrations, merriment and cheer of the holiday season, a high amount of Americans still suffer from depression.

Most of this comes from season affective disorder (SAD), a type of depression caused by the change of season from fall to winter, according to the Mayo Clinic. It affects more than 10 million Americans every year, The Huffington Post reported.

In most cases winter causes people to have less energy and more moods since the body is not exposed as much to sunlight, which provides nutrients to the body that improves one's mood, the Mayo Clinic reported.

This isnt just a case of winter blues, though.

It's common to feel bouts of the winter blues, but those with seasonal depression may experience symptoms and low moods that sometimes make everyday tasks feel impossible, The Huffington Post reported.

New research has found that light therapy can help heal people from SAD, according to The Huffington Post. By exposing themselves to light, patients earn many benefits that the sun offers to the body.

Experts theorize this technique helps correct the body's inner circadian rhythm and produces feel-good hormones that people get from the sun during other times of the year, The Huffington Post reported.

Another helpful method through SAD is talk therapy, in which patients interact and talk about their thoughts and feelings, according to a University of Vermont study.

Talk therapy isnt an uncommon thing, either, especially in the age of the Internet. In fact, people who have suffered from depression took to Reddit this week in two separate threads to explain (warning: these inks contains some mature language) what the experience feels like in their own words. Heres a look at ten of the responses.

Depression is like being in a stale and abusive relationship with yourself, and wanting to break up. nevernukewinter

I like the way Shakespeare put it: Being one too many by my own weary self. Mausel_Pausel

To me it is more like a 2 ton brick that sits between your shoulder blades, that you are too tired to remove, because it feels like you haven't slept in days, even though you just got done sleeping for 12 hours straight. sir_halos

Depression is like an emotional poison. Something bites you and you either recover or die. dogfighter42

Depression is anger without enthusiasm. PrimalMusk

Depression is anger turned inward. marklemagne

I was shocked when I realized that I treated myself worse than everyone I blamed my problems on. ThisCommentEarnedMe

It feels like a cycle, and nothing feels real, or everything feels forced/fake. I remember how everything used to make me feel, but I no longer feel much emotion towards anything. I do nothing, I feel regret, and then I just continue on hoping it won't catch up with me. DVSCold

I feel like Depression or something else like it has blanketed my emotions and made me numb towards a lot of things, and makes me not indulge in stuff that I used to enjoy greatly. DVSCold

I'm so paranoid I don't even want help, but at the same time I do. I just put on a mask and seem happy to people because I don't want them to worry about me. PotatoPowerPugilist

Its toxic: New study says blue light from tech devices can speed up blindness
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A new study from the University of Toledo found that blue light from digital devices can transform molecules in your eyes retina into cell killers. - photo by Herb Scribner
It turns out checking Twitter or Facebook before bed is bad for your health.

A new study from the University of Toledo found that blue light from digital devices can transform molecules in your eyes retina into cell killers.

That process can lead to age-related macular degeneration, which is a leading cause of blindness in the United States, according to the researchs extract.

Blue light is a common issue for many modern Americans. Blue light is emitted from screens, most notably at night, causing sleep loss, eye strain and a number of other issues.

Dr. Ajith Karunarathne, assistant professor in the UT Department of Chemistry and Biochemistry, said our constant exposure to blue light cant be blocked by the lens or cornea.

"It's no secret that blue light harms our vision by damaging the eye's retina. Our experiments explain how this happens, and we hope this leads to therapies that slow macular degeneration, such as a new kind of eye drop, he said.

Macular degeneration is an incurable eye disease that often affects those in their 50s or 60s. It occurs after the death of photoreceptor cells in the retina. Those cells need retinal to sense light and help signal the brain.

The research team found blue light exposure created poisonous chemical molecules that killed photoreceptor cells

"It's toxic. If you shine blue light on retinal, the retinal kills photoreceptor cells as the signaling molecule on the membrane dissolves," said Kasun Ratnayake, a Ph.D. student researcher working in Karunarathne's cellular photo chemistry group. "Photoreceptor cells do not regenerate in the eye. When they're dead, they're dead for good."

However, the researchers found a molecule called alpha-tocopherol, which comes from Vitamin E, can help prevent cell death, according to Futurism.

The researchers plan to review how light from TVs, cellphones and tablet screens affect the eyes as well.

"If you look at the amount of light coming out of your cellphone, it's not great but it seems tolerable," said Dr. John Payton, visiting assistant professor in the UT Department of Chemistry and Biochemistry. "Some cellphone companies are adding blue-light filters to the screens, and I think that is a good idea."

Indeed, Apple released a Night Shift mode two years ago to help quell blue lights strain on the eyes, according to The Verge. The screen will dim into a warmer, orange light that will cause less stress on the eyes.